you can laugh for a while
feel at ease a moment
then everything crashes downhill
a feeling felt a thousand times
yet each occurrence seems foreign and new
but old and jaded at the same time
the tears don’t solve the things
but they put me to sleep
lethargy haunts my day
the nights are bluer than the sky
now that there’s one by my side
it’s like i’m bringing down thee
the same effect of a sinking ship
makes me writhe in even more pain
don’t know what to put the blame on
talking to you now i’m still not sure
except that my heart breaks with every word you say
that i end up doing to you what you do to me
still no contentment whatsoever.
it’s been some time since i said anything here. composing the same words i did so many months before, only proves that i’ve in fact sunk deeper into the mental black whole.
